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Almost Home – A Needed Perspective

Five Thousand Eight Hundred and Thirty Nine.  That’s the number of men and women from our nation’s armed forces who left for the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan and did not return alive.  You can find more on these brave men and women here: Honor the Fallen. Yet that is only one part of the number of those who have sacrificed greatly for our freedoms.

Over the course of the last year, my Army Reserve Battalion deployed in support of Operation Iraqi Freedom/Operation New Dawn.  The battalion operated in Iraq, Kuwait, and Afghanistan and we suffered one fatal casualty, SGT Kurt Kruize.

My unit is now home, they have received their DD214′s and reintegrated into civilian life. They have hugged their families, relearned the joy that is alcohol, and are dealing with all the issues that come with a sudden change from military to civilian life.  However…

I am not home.  Just before the unit left, something happened to me and I awoke in a hospital in Kuwait, was medevaced to Germany, and then brought to the Warrior Transition Unit at Fort Riley.  Let me be clear, although my condition is serious and likely related to previous combat, the incident that placed me in the hospital was not itself combat related.  Along the way, I have met many of my fellow “Wounded Warriors”, the Army term for people it broke in the sandbox and then brought back here to get fixed.  They suffer from many varied conditions: severe PTSD, Traumatic Brain Injuries, broken arms, broken legs, broken backs, and more.  Some need time to heal, some will never be completely right again.

This isn’t a post about me, it is about the thousands of Service Members who are dealing with wounds, some visible, some invisible, that they have suffered in the course of defending freedom.  Frequently I post here at Redstate about the importance of not forgetting the hundreds of thousands of troops still in harm’s way in two wars on the other side of the world.  Today I post about not forgetting the thousands of troops who will have months, years, perhaps the rest of their lives spent recovering from the wounds that could have, but didn’t make them part of the 5839.

The Wounded Warrior Project has long been one of my favorite organizations.  When Soldiers get on cold medevac flights in Germany with little but the clothes they were wearing when they were sent, they also have a blanket, a hat, an UnderArmor jacket and an airplane pillow supplied by the Wounded Warrior Project. When Soldiers get to a Military Treatment Facility here in the states, the Wounded Warrior Project provides them with WWP’s, a backpack containing assorted clothing a Soldier can use.

So that you will know more of what it is like to be in this situation I will give you a brief tour.  One minute, you are doing your job, inside or outside the wire, on day just like all the rest.  The next thing you know, you find yourself in a Combat Support Hospital(CSH).  If you are lucky, your uniform has not been destroyed either by the incident or by the medical team trying to stabilize you.  You may be in a great amount of pain, or as I was, you may be so full of medicine that your only real memories of this time are those relayed to you by others.  You have little to none of your gear.  Luckily, before I was air evaced to Germany, my Soldiers were able to get me a bag containing some of my things.  Many troops do not get that.  After some time in the CSH, depending on the severity of your injury, you are flown to Germany, where you are evaluated and care truly begins.  If you are stable and well enough to travel, they send you to the States and place you in a Warrior Transition Unit.  In a warrior transition unit, your care is managed and the Army begins to decide what the future holds for you.  For some, this means a medical board to medically retire, some stay in the WTU for months or years while they are treated, some are returned to duty, some are released from active duty to seek care from civilian doctors.  This is a very scary time for many, dealing with injuries, spending time in 5, 10 or more beds in a couple of weeks, being away from family and friends and away from the unit of brothers and sisters in arms that they are so closely bonded to.

Unless you have experienced this, you cannot understand, but hopefully you all now have a better idea.  We often hear the media joyfully quote the number of those lost in these conflicts, but we rarely hear about the fates of those who come home broken.  If you want to help, contact the Wounded Warrior Project.  Remember to pray for the families of those lost, and pray for the recovery of those whose commitment to your freedom has left them less than when they left.

I will be returning home soon to receive further care from civilian doctors.  I am one of those lucky enough to spend Christmas this year with my family.  My condition makes it unlikely that I will return to posting regularly for a while, but I will be here at times and I am always thankful for the work that you all do to maintain freedom in the greatest country on earth.  While my brothers and sisters in the military defend us from those who would take our freedoms from the outside, you all defend us against those who would take them on the inside.

God bless America.
Hooah!!

COMMENTS

  • JadedByPolitics

    I have prayed for you an awful lot since you left, I am just grateful you are well enough to tell us how you are :) The Wounded Warrior Project is my NUMBER ONE donation many times a year and I will donate additional because you have asked. You work on getting well and WE will work on ensuring that NO ONE is ever forgotten!

  • Jack_Savage

    And may the Good Lord continue to keep you in his loving arms.

  • http://www.flaliberty.org scorpio0679

    Hooah_Mac,

    I had the misfortune of spending 8 weeks in a WTU unit at Ft. Stewart in August and September of this year, from a non-combat neck and back injury, right smack in the middle of our national guard deployment, before returning to duty in Kuwait to finish the deployment.

    The Wounded Warrior Project is an excellent program. I think it deserves mention that the Warrior Transition Unit (formerly known as “MEDHOLD”) is a relatively new program and has revolutionized how reservists are handled when they are injured, or medically evacuated from overseas.

    It used to be that a MEDEVAC’ed Soldier from the National Guard or Reserves would simply be released at the end of their active duty orders and told to seek treatment from the VA. Now, the Army amends their deployment orders with special medical orders that allows them to remain on active duty until any and all available treatment for the condition has been rendered. They are then returned to duty, released, or separated from service as appropriate.

    It is a truly noble way to treat wounded veterans, whether combat injuries or not, and I am certainly glad for it. The public should be aware of this as I believe that come budget slashing times, this is one program that should survive.

  • chbroussard

    and all those that serve, fight, and die for this country. There are no words to truly express the debt that you are owed by your countrymen. At this most beautiful season of the year, we give a special thanks to the men and women who serve in our armed forces.

    My daughter adopted a wounded soldier who served in Iraq through a program here in Texas. He had lost both legs while in Iraq and was in rehab at Brooks Army Hospital in San Antonio. Every single American should be required to visit one of these hospitals. We saw young mem who, as you stated, will never be the same. But what we didn’t see was self-pity or anger. We saw brave young men who had answered their country’s call and simply returned home to play the cards they had been dealt. It was not a hand that any of us would not like to just fold on.

    So I hope that many will decide instead of putting one more gift under the tree for someone that probably already has several gifts there to instead spend those $$ on a contribution to Wounded Warriors. I have witnessed first-hand how little it takes to bring the simple joy to these young men that someone here cares and appreciates what they have sacrificed.

    May God shine his light on our defenders.

  • itrytobenice

    your brothers in arms and donating today to the Wounded Warrior Project. What a great organization.

    God bless you and all our soldiers.

  • http://www.nighttwister.com NightTwister

    Thank you for your service, Hooah. And most of all, welcome home.

  • http://www.redstate.com/tnjim TNJim

    Get better soon, and we’ll hold the fort while you recover.

  • penguin2

    Especially the brave men and women who serve to protect and defend her against all enemies. Americans have long been guardians for that which is good in the world, and they’ve helped free so many peoples.

    Those of us who love freedom, honor you and what you have sacrificed. May God Bless you and heal you.

  • klondike

    So glad to know you are going to be able to spend Christmas with your family. I do wish it were under different circumstances (i.e., you were feeling energetic and feisty rather than battling whatever it is that you are facing). Thank you for posting this about Wounded Warriot Project. I have donated to them a number of times, and I have a USAA Wounded Warrior Project MasterCard.

    This is a link to this wonderful group’s web site:

    http://www.woundedwarriorproject.org/

    There are many ways to help.

    Mac, all the best to you. Thank you, and Godspeed.

  • E Pluribus Unum

    The WWP sure is a gift from God, ain’t it? And you know what, it shows yet again the special character that constitutes the American culture.

  • conservativecurmudgeon

    Where does God find such magnificent human beings like you, and all the others with whom you deployed? I, and my family, are so deeply in your debt.

    Our nation showers bounty on the so-called poverty-stricken (trillions and trillions over the last 40 years), and they can’t even come up with a pillow and some new clothes for your flight to the hospital?? What an outrage…

    I grew up across the street from an Old Soldiers Home-type of convalescent center. Most of the men there were World War I and II era guys. I remember one in especial: He was very stoic, very quiet. He watched the world through very hooded eyes. He walked very erect, upright, in a staccato cadence, with his hands straight at his side–almost like he was still marching. Others would cry walking down the street on beautiful summer days. Their wars may have ended in 1918, or 1945, but they never made it all the way home, either; and by the time I knew of them, it was the late 1970′s. That’s a long, long time to live with such suffering.

    God Bless you, Hooah, and provide for you the healing you need, even in the darkest of hours. Know that we love you, and honor you, along with all your buddies.

  • klondike

    I hope this post finds you reasonably comfortable and home with your family.

    I thought you might enjoy knowing about Wounded Wear. I don’t know how to use HTML codes, so I have to take the pedestrian route by posting some excerpts from an article about a Virginia SEAL’s efforts that dovetail with Wounded Warrior:

    Jason Redman remembers what it was like to go out in public while recovering from war wounds – out into what he called “the land of stares and gawks.”

    A bullet from an enemy’s machine gun in Iraq had shattered his face, obliterating his nose and one cheekbone. He was evacuated to the National Naval Medical Center in Bethesda, Md. During the course of his recovery, Redman had an eye patch covering one eye. He breathed through a tracheotomy tube and had tubes coming out of every orifice on his face.

    “I looked really rough,” Redman said.

    He also had an external fixator – sometimes called a halo, with metal rods affixed directly to his skull – that made it impossible to wear normal clothing. So Redman would rip or cut T-shirts and sweatshirts to fit over the device.

    The problem got worse as the seasons changed.

    “I got wounded in September, so getting into the winter, I was freezing my butt off,” Redman said. “You’re already self-conscious enough. You feel like a bum walking around in a slit T-shirt.”

    Those experiences motivated Redman, who lives in Chesapeake, to start up a non profit organization called Wounded Wear. Redman, a lieutenant with the Navy SEALs, created the organization about 18 months ago.

    Earlier this month, Wounded Wear achieved its first major milestone: Redman and several supporters spent two days at Walter Reed Army Medical Center in Washington and at the Navy hospital in Bethesda, visiting wounded troops and handing out clothes, along with promises of free tailoring.

    Working alongside a foundation formed by another SEAL, Marcus Luttrell, Wounded Wear distributed about 150 sets of clothing, each worth about $400.”

    Now, in addition to handing out the kits, Wounded Wear offers to purchase any uniform items that wounded patients want, and get them tailored free of charge.

    There’s not much need for a uniform in a hospital, Redman knows. But it’s meaningful to service members to have a fitting uniform, “a symbol of the sacrifice and the freedom that makes our nation what it is.”

    Redman remembers visiting with guests who came to see him when he was hospitalized, and the immense power that came from meeting guys “on the other side” of their injuries, living “their new 100 percent.”

    The full article is here:

    http://hamptonroads.com/2010/12/clothing-line-point-pride-wounded-warriors

    I pray that you have no need for Wounded Wear, but I suspect you may know many who could benefit from this great endeavor. The site is:

    www.woundedwear.org

    Christmas blessings to you and your family and friends, Hooah_Mac.

  • http://908StraightSt.wordpress.com/ mbecker908

    God bless you and your family. We look forward to a full recovery.

  • gekster

    Thanks for keeping us safe and free.
    There is nothing we can give to those like you to repay the sacrifices you
    and yours endure.
    Please accept my thanks and prayers.
    May God bless.

  • Scope

    I am devastated to hear that you have been injured. Like Jaded above, I think of you every once in awhile, and have enjoyed your infrequent posts over time since you were deployed. I will pray for your full recovery, and look forward to hearing more from you when you are able. Donation made to Wounded Warrior Project once again as per your request. Hey Hooah, we need your help, there are alot more Doug Hoffman’s out there.

  • Brian Hibbert

    I’ve been including you in my prayers.

  • http://www.redstate.com/etcartman Kenny Solomon

    This civilian is gonna give you an order:

    If you’re ever in the Ft. Lauderdale Florida area, you are to contact me – drinks and dinner on me – no arguments.

    Dismissed, soldier……. Now get better ! ;)

  • nessa

    You’re in our prayers, glad to hear you’ll be home soon.

  • http://seekingliberty.wordpress.com fmaidment

    We need fighters like you with us.

    Hope this embeds:

  • Hooah_Mac

    Never heard one before that fit so well

  • mom2oneson

    nt