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Here’s a treat for Redstate.

It’s a true adventure story…be sure to read the ending.

I arrived at Bien Hoa Airbase on 15 September 1971 having under my belt

– the rank of 1LT (USAR),

– 47 weeks of language training (Defense Language Institute)

– a stint at the army intelligence school (Fort Huachuca, Arizona),

– a degree in electrical engineering, and

– a law degree.

I was schooled-up really well, but I was young and inexperienced.  The inexperienced part was about to change.

Initially, I was a member of an intelligence team and made great use of my language training.  My team acquired, for example, information about NVA activity in Cambodian border areas of III Corps — the part of Viet Nam surrounding Saigon.

During this time period, I came to see how U.S. journalists and the anti-war Left were misrepresenting certain important facts about the war.  I was stunned.  Ironically, even though my work involved lying, I found it hard to believe journalists and Lefty leaders would LIE to advance their agendas.  Little did I know.

Most disturbing, there was one instance in which a journalist told a colleague over an OPEN LINE about an impending convoy to Saigon.  Sure enough, the NVA ambushed the convoy along Route 1, killing and wounding a number of American soldiers.

After awhile, my job changed — I was moved up a notch, into a position in which I was dealing with ALL the army M.I. teams in III Corps.  This job was so sensitive that

the job title was classified;

my  commanding officer was not permitted, except in the most general way, to examine my work;

the operations officer (S3), to whom I reported, could not examine my work;

only two high-ranking officers (not in Viet Nam) could examine and audit the full range of my work; and

a lieutenant in Saigon could examine part of my work.

This lieutenant and I have stayed in loose touch over the years.  We had some great adventures in Saigon involving spies, counter-spies, double agents, some terrifically good Vietnamese food, and women.  Did I say WOMEN?  We spent one curfew night, for example, in the basement of a Saigon hotel among 50 or so naked or half-naked bar girls.  You can imagine.

If you had observed me during this period as I went about my daily activities, you would have thought I was a scholarly civilian researcher, probably in the employ of the State Department.

During this time, I always carried (concealed) a .38 revolver and a .45 semi-automatic.  I was prepared to kill myself in order to avoid capture.

During this time period, I had to fly (via helicopter) to various and sometimes remote sites in III Corps to meet face-to-face with M.I. team members.  Sometimes when I flew to these sites, I was accompanied by two guys.  One carried a Swedish K gun, the other an AK-47.  The Swedish K gun, which was equipped with a silencer, was a nifty 9mm automatic.  I always took along my  handguns plus an M-16, water, and lots of ammunition.

Did we get shot at flying to these sites?  You betcha.

In April 1972, the North Vietnamese sent 15 divisions crashing into South Viet Nam.  At this point (omitting certain details), my attention was directed toward An Loc, a rubber plantation town northwest of Saigon on Route 13.  The fighting at An Loc (NVA, American bombing, South Vietnamese infantry) was brutal, bloody, and frightening.  I had no idea such violence and valor were possible.  When I went back in 1994, I saw that An Loc still bore major scars from that battle.

Along the way, I fell in love — with a beautiful and intelligent Vietnamese girl named Tinh (first name), who taught me how to speak and read Vietnamese.  My language-school training had been in another language.  That love was not to be, however.  American forces were withdrawing rapidly from Viet Nam, and as that occurred, my job focused more and more on Saigon.  Tinh lived elsewhere.

Also along the way, I learned Jane Fonda was in North Viet Nam cozying up to an enemy that would have liked nothing more than to capture me, torture me til I broke, and kill me.  I’ve never gotten over that.  I know Jane Fonda has apologized.  For me, the apology came too late.

I caught the Freedom Bird back to the World on 14 September 1972 and shortly thereafter exited the army.

I came back to a society and even a family that wanted to hear NO PART of what I’d just been through.

PARTING SHOT:  Don’t advise your child or grandchild to go into Military Intelligence.  Oh, he or she may have a grand adventure.  But he or she also may wind up knowing a bunch of secrets that can NEVER, EVER be shared with another human.  It can make one feel isolated.

BTW, I’m doing well.  I ‘ve got a wonderful duaghter and am a very successful self-employed tax lawyer.

COMMENTS

  • nessa

    If it hadn’t been for men like you who set the standards for those who followed our Military would not be what it is today. Young Soldiers are taught their Unit history, so they will know what those who went before them did and how they did it. How can they possibly do less? Thank you!

    • Viet71

      It would compel citizens like myself to serve as soldiers without becoming professional soldiers.

      I’ve always believed there is a role for short-term specialists like myself.

      • larueladue

        I was of the last year (I think) that had to register for the draft back when I was a senior in high school (at least I think they stopped registration then, around ’76 or ’77; or maybe they stopped the draft but you still had to register… it was awhile ago…).

        I thought about going into ROTC in college, but my father said that he would work two-three jobs just to pay for school and keep me out of the military. He was in ‘Nam in ’69 – ’70 as a SeaBee (called up from reserves) and he was a changed man after he came back. Took him nearly 20 years before he would talk about some of it, and there is a lot that he will not talk about to this day. He had such a bad attitude about the military and how it was used, that he quit the reserves lacking only 5 years until he could qualify for retirement.

        Anyway, back on subject, I always thought that some form of the draft would be good for the boys/men drafted, similar to what Israel does. I would have done it, and I think I would have been a better person for it.

        Viet71, thanks for the diary and your service!

        • Viet71

          have to go to the Post Office and register.

          It’s ridiculous, imo. But, hey: I’ve still got my draft card. Law said I must keep it for life.

  • 4life

    in Viet Nam” at every meal. I hate to say it wasn’t really on my radar. It would be so nice to have all that stuff declassified, I hate to think that many will die without being able to tell their stories. Maybe the next time the Republicans are in power (2012?) they can do something about it. And it must be some comfort to know that God knows all and promises “vengeance is mine” (unrepentant evil, even if hidden, will not go unpunished).

    • Viet71

      “Letters to America” — which is about letters sent by Viett Nam servicemen to loved ones back in the states.

      It’s about a father who goes with his very young son to an airport on Christmas day. The father is in search of a Viet Nam veteran. This was circa 1968.

      The father and young son find a uniformed vet in the airport and invite him to dinner in the airport restaurant.

      The father explains his older son has just been killed in Viet Nam, and how he wants to reach out and help a Viet Nam vet.

      I saw death, dying, valor, sex — everything conceivable in Viet Nam.

      This story has always brought tears to my eyes.

      • 4life

        My husband is a history buff and knows more about all the wars than I do. My family lost some beautiful men in WWII, and we still feel it. Two of my dad’s cousins. And yet it is good to know that they did not die in vain. That we are free today because of their sacrifice. I’m sorry for what you had to endure. My brother is in Navy intelligence, reserves. He was activated during the Iraq war, but was in a cubicle in a safe country on 12hr. shifts 7 days a week, plotting target coordinates for Navy smart bombs. Technology is amazing. We didn’t know what he was doing at the time, but afterwards he was allowed to tell us at least that.

        I’m glad to see you picked a nice, boring job after all that excitement!

        • Viet71

          Thanks for your comment.

          My job today is not boring. I represent about 100 of the top charities in the United States.

          I go into elite venues. And make lots of presentations.

          I own New York City. San Francisco. L.A. Washington, D.C. Chicago.

          Not literally. But I walk into those places in my field, and I own them.

          BTW, I reject Roe v. Wade on constitutional grounds.

          • 4life

            If I had said that to you in person I would have said it with a smile. I hope you are not offended. My husband is an attorney, but would never have the patience for the tax stuff. I am thankful for your service to our country and you will find that Redstate is very pro-life. You will fit right in here. I’m finding out more and more that there are some very high powered people here. I just have a dad in manufacturing and am very pro-life and, like you, got sick of arguing with liberals.

          • Viet71

            on Roe v. Wade, one of the worst Supreme Court decisions of all time.

            In the diary, I’ll explain why.

          • 4life

            I’m not a lawyer. I’ve studied philosophy and science and am a Christian. I object to abortion for many reasons. I also have a child who was a frozen embryo for two years, so am horrified by the growing of embryos for experimentation and other ‘uses’. I have a diary entry with some rambling thoughts on abortion. I look forward to reading yours.

  • marshmom

    I wasn’t born until the 80′s, so all I know about Vietnam I have had to learn from others or read in a book, but I do know enough to know it was terrible for many people.
    One of my best friend’s in high school had a step-dad who was in Vietnam in some level such as yours and couldn’t (and/or didn’t want to) talk about it, but had nightmares on a daily basis and had to sleep with their bedroom door open every night.
    My mom’s cousin was in Vietnam and I have always heard stories about how he never was “right” after he got back–apparently he used to play videos of dead Vietnamese and gloat and cheer.
    While we will never know exactly what you went through, we thank you and respect you for your service. Welcome.

    • Viet71

      For a year after I got back, I had to fight with myself to keep from sleeping in a closet with a gun. I knew if I went down that hole there would be no coing back.

      And I wasn’t a combat vet. A lot of those guys got badly damaged in the head.

      One day in Viet Nam, I found myself walking alongside a recon sargeant who belonged to the First Cav. He began talking. He told of a recent mission in which one of his team members had his head blown off by an AK-47 round.

      He told me this with utter detachment.

      Utter detachment from what was a horrible, devastating event.

      That’s the sort of thing with which the combat vets dealt.

      • Viet71

        the recon sargeant told me of the “THUNK” in the head.

        And how the brains and blood had splashed on his face and on his uniform.

        Utter detachment.

    • Doc Holliday

      Of course people are changed by war as they are changed in some way by most major events in their lives. I would never EVER tell a person how to feel about and experience they had, particularly when I have not had that experience.

      Yet, I think someone should point out that many war veterans do not get affected to the extremes that some do. I have known many combat vets in the military and as friends and immediate family. The one thing about them is they are all different, they all had differing experiences, and they all got on in life as well as they could after the experience.

      When it comes to Vietnam a career soldier might have a very different view than a draftee. A person who served as a LRRP might have viewed it as exciting while a private in a regular infantry unit might have counted each day down in an almost religious ceremony.

      A Marine who served in Korea and then in say 1966 would likely have seen fewer drugs, and bad morale than someone who was drafted and sent in 1968. A career pilot near the end of his career might have been glad to finally use his training where some kid banging through the jungle at night would likely think mostly about getting his butt home safe.

      My point is simple and clear. No one can speak for all who served there, or in any war. It is natural for one to think of his personal experiences as being the one true reality, but that would only be his piece of the puzzle.

      I have the utmost respect for all who serve and have served. My highest respect is for those who have seen the elephant.

  • eastbaylarry

    I was in Nam in 1967 as an artillery grunt and motor pool spec 4. Still, the experience taught me a lot and is largely responsible for my outlook on life today.
    Mainly it taught me not to trust my government, I believe we could have won that war if our government had just let the generals do it.

  • Doc Holliday

    this is a very cool diary, you write well.

    • Viet71

      I love to write.

      I’ve written a lot professionally.

      And about 12 half-written novels.

      Thanks much.

      BTW, I used to live in Tombstone, Arizona, while attending the intelligence school.

      • Doc Holliday

        You have been in some sparse parts of the country considering Ft. Huachuca too.

        • Viet71

          sits at the base of the Huachuca mountains.

          As an army officer, I saw it last on 15 December 1972, when there was snow on the mountains I have been back since.

          It is a beautiful fort.

          • SteveLA

            Viet71

            I’d probably disagree with you on one small point, the facilities for the troops are pretty sub par in my view, circa 2006 I don’t think there should be a limit on how nice we can make Forts, Bases and Posts for the men and women in uniform but I’m a GI brat in addition to my own time in uniform, so there is that.

            But the views, they are nice for sure.

          • Viet71

            I defer to you.

            I have been back since December 1972.

            But I will defer to you.

            Thanks.

          • SteveLA

            Viet71

            Views are nice and all that, but a good BX, a nice club, nice housing and recreation facilities are the things keep families happy. I got lost going to a meeting and wound up over in the housing area, pretty sub par, and heck you probably lived in some of the same flat top houses that are still there, or were last time I was there.

            One earmark I probably would not grouse about is any military base fairly god Congresscritter getting a few MilCon bucks for upgrades to facilities and or housing. We can’t do enough for active duty families in my book.

          • Viet71

            and went to school in old wooden buildings.

            Drove from Tombstone to the Fort along Charleston Road.

            The Fort in those days (early 1971) had an old but pleasant character, at least from my perspective.

            Tombstone in those days was really cool — a living museum of the old west. Not the touristy place it’s become.

          • SgtKirk

            Spent 5 months learning Morse Code and how to intercept it at Ft. Huachuca. Great place for a young enlisted soldier. Although, I will never forget the first time I had to run 4 miles for PT and felt like I would die from the high altitude… good times!

          • Viet71

            Hope to meet you some day.

          • Doc Holliday

            back then, I know it is supposed to be a bit hokey now. I know quit a bit about the town circa 1880s. I have the street outlines, the buildings etc. I have pretty much every serious biography published on Doc and many on Wyatt, Tombstone, even one defending Behan.

          • Viet71

            I’ lived across the street from the now-old high school.

            Allen Street, the famous main drag, was one block over.

            I ran on the high school track, a quarter-mile drag in the high desert, among scorpions, rattlers, whatever, I was getting ready for Viet Nam.

            I lived in an apartment building. The back led out into the endless desert. Next to me lived a special forces captain and his young wife. Oh, did they have fun.

            I took the plane to Viet Nam next to that special forces captain and his bud.

            25 hours. An AA 707. They told a story, of having been ambushed in Viet Nam and being the only two guys to make it back.

            I was an amateur.

          • Doc Holliday

            I know it is not far from your base, but interesting choice nonetheless. It sounds like you have some great stories, you should write them, if for nothing else, posterity.

            My dad had many crazy experiences too, he was in Vietnam in ’71 too. He was in the Cuban Missile Crisis and the Quemoy Matsu crisis. I pestered him to write down his stories for our family but he never did it.

            btw, scorpions and rattlers were at least a start on Viet Nam :)

          • Viet71

            in early 1971, after language school, there was no room on base for basic officer housing (BOQ).

            So, I was given $25 per day and sent out into the local economy to find housing. Like some other guys, I found Tombstone.

            Had some great drinks, some great conversations, some great times there.

          • Doc Holliday

            I need to get down to that part of Arizona some time. I have been through Arizona but haven’t been that far South.

            I did not know many troops lived there, last I heard the population was under 2k. If I were you, I would have lived there too :)

          • Viet71

            in Sunsites, over in the Sulpher Springs Valley, between the Dragoons and the Chiracachauhs. My brother bother and his wife caretake it for me.

            I love Cochise County.

          • Doc Holliday

            btw, you ever read Garden’s of Stone? If not, it is a decent book, kind of anti-war (aren’t we all in many ways), the main character was a teen military brat at Ft. Huachuca, then he was killed in Vietnam.

          • Viet71

            Gardens of Stone is about death in Viet Nam.

            I saw that movie first hand.

          • Doc Holliday

            I get you there. The book was better. I had a buddy in the Old Guard, he said a lot of it rang true. Not my favorite book by any means, but it had its merits.

          • Doc Holliday

            and the obvious Vietnam era. No insult by the “no crap” I was agreeing with you.

          • Viet71

            n/t

  • E Pluribus Unum

    In our first encounter, I didn’t even smell it on you. Not at all.

    Very nice to finally make your acquaintance.

    • Viet71

      I don’t know what you mean.

      But I like your comment.

      Thanks.

      • E Pluribus Unum

        It’s going to be fun though. Most of us hate the majority media (I refuse to call them ‘mainstream’), but a certain few of us engage the battle, and a certain very few have the means and disposition to play very, very hard, and behind scenes.

        I think we add you to that list. Just remember, I was civil to you when some others were seeing a troll [but I thought you were just righteous, didn't smell a spook at all]. I’m the CCI around here as often as not. ‘Nuf said.

        • Viet71

          I am on your side.

          I will be a fighter on your side.

          • E Pluribus Unum

            So go ahead. By the way, very, very compelling life story there, brother.

          • Viet71

            It’s great to make your acquaintance.

  • Flagstaff

    Thanksgiving 1967. That’s always seemed so appropriate. I have to find my flight log to verify that I’d been to An Loc, but I think so. Being on a flying semi- meant we stopped in a lot of places.

    Tuy Hoa in late ’68 and early ’69.

    I was a civilian again before you got there.

    • Viet71

      Here’s a reminder: the airstrip at An Loc was stretch of flat red earth.

      • Flagstaff

        C-130s didn’t generally go into them unless it was completely necessary, although it wasn’t a problem if the length was there and no big potholes. Heat and elevation could be a cause for caution, too, as well has how friendly the vicinity was for approach and takeoff.

        Even the Marine airstrips often had steel planking, though.

        • Viet71

          I’d enjoy a diary from you about your time in Viet Nam.

          • Flagstaff

            by moments of terror.” My moments of terror were few, not worth mentioning. I was too young and unsophisticated to really appreciate it, anyway.

            I did make over a hundred reel-to-reel tapes at the audio center in Tan Son Nhut, though. And I listened to part of, call it Super Bowl I, while on the ground at Dong Ha.

  • rick554

    I was at the evac of Saigon in 75. Your comment about staying in a closet with a weapon is absolutly right. I got thru it though and life goes on!
    Welcome home Brother

    • Viet71

      The final evac.

      I knew the South would fall. Teddy Kennedy and his buds cut off spare parts for the South. Doing that essentially meant the South couldn’t defend itself. I shed not a tear when Teddy checked out.

  • http://www.criterionchemical.com Chemical Sam

    I anticipated a little more insight about what eventually happened to the journalist that gave away U.S. troop position on an open line. Here’s hoping you had a subtle hand is his final disposition.

    You don’t have to answer that, Lt.

  • http://www.dcworksforus.com Kenny Solomon

    I was a young’n back then.

    My Uncle Ed was in-country at the same time as you…… different rating & job.

    He couldn’t talk much either. Sadly, we lost him in ’87 – and I really miss him.

    He was retired a full bird – worked with some of the hush-hush folks at the 5-sided squirrel cage and No Such Agency. Not a clue what he did.

  • http://andrightlyso.com/ civil_truth

    The way we treated our returning vets with disdain (or worse) still remains as an unatoned blot on our country – and led to the unraveling of many vets. The hardest part today must be the silence that you have to maintain to your grave.

    Glad to have you here at RedState and to know that you’ve prevailed against the enemies – foreign and domestic – of our nation.

    Your life story is valued here.

  • http://beaglescout.wordpress.com Beaglescout

    Allowing the people who worked in Vietnam to set the record straight on what really happened, and also to allow them to completely expose the mendacity and evil of the media and the American left for their actions in the Vietnam “police action.”

  • Viet71

    that journalist high-tailed it.

  • http://andrightlyso.com/ civil_truth

    Hopefully soon you’ll feel like you’d title it instead “a treat for my RedState buddies” or even “a treat for my RedState extended family”. :)

  • Scope

    Fonda can apologize all she wants, I doubt many accept her apology. Some things just can never be forgiven, especially when she still holds the same anti-war anti-American beliefs.

    I agree with civil truth, the treatment of our returning soldiers, from Viet Nam will always be a black mark in our history. I was young then, but, I saw it, and it is something I will never forget. Unfortunately, some of those participating in those atrocities, are now running our country.

  • Viet71

    I feel welcome here.

  • Viet71

    I’m getting my legs here.

  • Viet71

    I’d guess he was working with the CIA.

  • Viet71

    a lot of it involves methods, which are still classified for good reasons.

  • TheSophist

    Thank you for your service, and the glimpse into your life back then.

    You know… I’d bet your years in Vietnam could be a great movie… even the love interest angle thrown in and the inevitable tragedy…

    Have you considered writing a script or a memoir, redacted of all the sensitive stuff? I for one would line up to buy that book.

    -TS

  • Viet71

    I hold no animus toward the current government of Viet Nam. They were my enemy, and I was theirs, fair and square. I had no problem whatsoever going back in 1994.

    I took what Jane Fonda did personally, but she’s small potatoes in my book.

    The big traitor among us is Henry Kissinger. He cynically left a bunch of American POWs to rot in Laos.

    I know he did.

  • deevee

    It is why I am free.

    The military are my heroes.

  • Viet71

    for a movie. But it would have to be fictional.

    Know any script writers.

  • Viet71

    the brave men and women who have fought to preserve our liberty.

    Unfortunately, imo, the all-voluntary nature of today’s army separates the army from the People in a very unhealthful way.

    The army should be of the People, not separate from the People.

  • eastbaylarry

    I was in Nam in 1967 as an artillery grunt and motor pool spec 4. Still, the experience taught me a lot and is largely responsible for my outlook on life today.
    Mainly it taught me not to trust my government, I believe we could have won that war if our government had just let the generals do it.

  • Viet71

    The real enemy for U.S. solders in Viet Nam wasn’t in the jungles, mountains, or rice paddies. The real enemy was comfortably within Washington, D.C.

    Always glad to cross paths with another Viet Nam vet.

    Thanks.

  • Scope

    Enormous Crime: Finding POW’s in Vietnam- Bill Hendon and Elizabeth Stewart, ESQ?

    I haven’t read the book, but, I have read the summarization of the book’s contents. Can you tell me why it was politically expedient to let our POW’s there? Can you tell me why the POW’s that were photographed and proven to be their long after the war ended were still left there? Why would every presidency since then want to not only not recover our own, but, to cover up the fact that they were there, real, alive, and, wanting to come home?

  • Flagstaff

    yet.

  • Viet71

    In 1973, Kissinger wanted a peace accord with North Viet Nam at any price.

    The North Vietnamese knew they had to give back the POWs they held.

    They balked at leaning on the Laotian government to give up American POWs held in Laos.

    Kissinger took what offered and wound up getting the Peace Prize.

    Military leaders lacked the courage to speak up.

    It was all politics and PR. And it still sucks.

  • Viet71

    The typical lefty leader could never get to do the sort of work I did, because he or she would fail the background check.

    Reason: Lack of complete honesty.

  • Viet71

    I believe in the constitution.

    Why? Because the Founders believed in it.

    I look forward to more discussion.

    Thanks all.